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From The Gathering

Now that we're through
the hell with you
We don't mind
We just give it a sigh

We hardly knew
what you were capable 
of doing
But why don't you give it a try

Oh, you learn about it
Oh, you harvest (untill you can make no more)
All that's eating inside
All that's eating inside

We hardly knew
what you were capable 
of doing
But why don't you give it a try

Oh, you learn about it
Oh, you harvest (until you can make no more)
All that's eating inside 
All that's eating inside

Can't take no more...

Oh, you learn about it
Oh, you harvest (untill you can make no more)
All that's eating inside 
All that's eating inside

Can't take no more...

“now that I learn about it and I never knew what I was capable but why didn't I give it a try?” 完全可以当作是一个旁观者对自己的诉说，轻轻责备的意味。这几天一直沉迷在这谜样的旋律中，不知是因为音乐本身还是因为对逝去青春的一丝感怀。懊悔或是忏悔，而今已惘然。多希望结局不是一声叹气，但是往事没有如果。

Where originality and novelity are highly valued.

Step by step, though little, I hope I can make my way forward.

考试期间估计肌肉一直是下意识绷紧的 等考完了稍微一放松 浑身肌肉都酸痛酸痛的

接近一个月的魔鬼赛程结束，今早一起床感受到的不是轻松，反倒类似于orgasm后的空虚与射ejaculation 后的疲乏。 

离QE还有不到一个月的时间，希望我能好好计划一下，系统地复习一下，发挥出自己所学。

PhD常规赛程一接近终点，exhale, buckle up, and let's go!

(BTW 真的不是我想要装B，实在是blogbus的G-spot太敏感，看来以后日志不能用中文写)

even failure after failure....

Or it's just the way ppl do research and how ppl grow

Extremely busy as usual. Sups always have a lot of ideas, and i have to keep my implementation up to their ideas, not a easy job at all.

Plus, there are 3 modules I have to worry abt for my final exams; and in-depth careful preparation for my written QE....

really gotta omit those minor insignificant things... that's why I lost the receipt for the newly bought harddisk....... 

anyway buckle up and move on !

I'm seriously thinking 'bout shifting my blog to another SP, though I seldom update it.

We call that land where amazing happens.

With certain line crossed, things will get all messed up. Nobody will be able to tell what's gonna happen next. But what I can tell is, if they were to do this again and again, I wouldnt dare go back anymore....

Nothing much to talk abt.

It has been quite some time since I logged last entry: One reason being that I've been really busy with all sorts of stuff; and they are not interesting at all.

But I'm still happy with what I've been doing all these days. I thought I wasnt that good at doing a leader's job, nor was I good at organizing events, but those I've done and m doing right now seem to receive not bad feedbacks from people.

"Lengthy" and "boring" liter review starts to pay off, as long as I sense, a more structured mind map of researches in this field is emerging in my mind. It will be nice if I can present all these thoughts in a neatly written manner, and put-together data to generate such a impressive "gross huge data point clouds"...which is already in my mind....Eyedrops will definitely be needed, sigh, not a good news for my health. Anyway, guess I will be working on that in the following weeks.

Bad news is that, the BE instrument doesnt seem to work for early age specimens. ( I'm logging this entry in the lab right now, and the results show nothing but noise ). Some other techniques I must come up with... so that I will be able to attend some confs.... there're so many I want to attend, even if I have to pay for myself... but all depends on how productive my research can be....

To those whom I'm concerned bout: Merry X'mas and Happy new year!

更要关注过程。结果没那么重要。何况这个结果本来就不重要了。最多是重头来过一次而已吧。

希望我又是习惯性的悲观。

gets me confused, totally.